And I worked 12 the day before.
It was a long week. But the time did go fast. I did a lot of driving.
But I also drank more wine than I should have yesterday and today the voices of the customers were suffering from sickness.
I can say I really do think love gives things healing powers, and if you put love into the ham it should taste better. And the more passion and love you put into it it just has to taste better.
And I think it does!
It would sell with or without me, but I am helping it to grow. With the sales calls I’ve been doing. I think I could be a better salesman if I didn’t drink and smoke. I could live my life more in balance. It’s really a way I could improve my life. I think at some point I’m going to take action and do it, and start running everyday.
But for now I’m drinking and smoking. Today it’s white wine. There’s plenty of food in the house so I’m going to eat something here in a little while and thank God for that.
But writing can really put your thoughts down on something you can see. I really should go over and reread this 90 days when I’m done writing it. Will be sometime in July. I’m not quite sure when I started writing everyday, but it happened and I’ve even been writing after 12 hour days. And the voices tell me that’s the best stuff!
They really can be a blessing when it comes to writing. The voices. They help you out and encourage you. It’s like getting comments on your blog.
Except I do prefer when it’s real people saying things to me and not just the voices in my head. I love comments. I even love the spam. To me it says I’m doing something right. If I could only get a list together I could really get a business going.
I should probably do more research online, read other blogs and find out how to build my list.
But for now I just try to write the most valuable content I can come up with. Something you can use.
How can you use my musings? To take action and improve your life. And in my specific case, that means writing everyday.
Want to try it, it’s hard. It’s really easy if you can just get yourself to take action. But it’s hard at the same time. Especially when you’ve been working long days at your hourly job.
But I do it, so I figure that anyone else could too. I’m a schizophrenic afterall and the voices can really be somewhat distracting when I’m writing, so that’s a challenge.
But what I’ve learned and what I’ve written about in the past, about healing from schizophrenia, is that you simply have to work harder than the average person to get the same results. It takes conscious work to succeed or even just live. Especially when your working those hours and smoking cigarettes. Mostly it makes the day go by easier, but I’ve been smoking them for 14 years and it’s starting to hurt. It makes the day hard.
But that’s what I’m going through right now. I have off tomorrow. It’s Easter Sunday.
I can’t sleep in though because we’re going to church at 8:30. Then off to brunch at my in-laws, then to my grandparents house in the afternoon. A day with the family. On Easter. I have ham to give them!
They gave me a 8.7 pounder for working all those hours to help them out. They really work you hard during the holidays. A lot of stuff needs to be done. And after you’ve worked 10 days in a row and the busiest and longest of those two days comes at the end of it, it’s rough. There we’re people still working when I left, and they were working hard.
They’re probably still working as I write this. They are making money. But I am working on my dreams. And writing could become an income producing activity, so it would be good to hone the craft. And I think you can do that by writing for years.
Posting for 90 days straight. How cool is that! And all the while trying to provide the most valuable content in the world. How do you do that. I say the first step is to take action and write. You probably should also take action and think before you write, so that you can write better.
But really I’m not here to give advice, although I do. I’m here to create art, to drink wine, to work, to write, to play, to smoke, to live, to rock, to roll, and so on the list goes.
First and foremost being that I’m a family man. And I put time with my family above all other things. Really that’s part of why I want to make money writing, so I can have the holidays off!
If your with me say HELL YEAH! Or if your religious, HEAVENS YES! MAKE MONEY WRITING! WE CAN DO IT! THESE ARE MY WORDS!
Maybe I’m wrong, you can’t count that out as a possibility, but I say that the more writing the better, and don’t forget to read. I know other people can do it, I say why can’t we!
Really I put my time into my job today. I fulfilled my responsibilities for the 10 days straight, and everything went smoothly. I was feeling rough by the end of it, but I made it, and really considering it was the Holiday, they really took it easy on me.
I didn’t go without a 12 or 11 hour day for the week, but mostly I worked 9.5 hours a day for the 10 days. Big paycheck. It’s coming. I’m going to do the right thing and pay my debt off a little extra. That way I can pay it off faster.
That’s about where I’m going to end it for here today. I really don’t want to give you too much at a time. If you want the whole thing you can buy an e book. They will be up for sale shortly. IF you want to buy an e book, you will be able to. My gift to you. All I want to do is be of service to you. Whether that’s in value or entertainment or both. I hope this serves you in reading it. Leave a comment or sign up for the list. I would love to hear from you and continue our conversation.