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6 Sales In One Month As A Schizophrenic Salesperson

Because I just got a phone call yesterday from a prospect that wanted to place an order.

I forwarded them to my team to place their order.  But they called me!  My cell phone number is afterall on my work business card.

But with the call and hopefully sale of another deal, that makes my number of sales for one months work 6.  That’s really not that big of a number considering long term business, but it’s something.

And as a schizophrenic, I see it as an accomplishment that I’m having success at my hourly job as an associate and salesperson.  I haven’t really ever had it this together and my life is really great.

But I want more and I think most people do, do I’m writing to make more happen in my life and the lives of other people.  I think writing is an action we can all take that will improve our lives if we what we seek is to be of value.

So we are really writing to try and improve the world.  The world we live in and the worlds of other people.  And what I’m talking about is really being GREAT and reaching a massive amount of people.

But as of writing this post, I’m not there yet.  Although the amount of traffic I’m getting is going up.  From 50 visitors a month to 70.  And it’s all because I’ve been writing on a consistent basis.  I really think any could do this and START A BUSINESS!

So I work my sales job and my responsibilites as an associate, in the store, with my job, but I also work on myself by reading, keeping a journal, and keeping a blog.

So I figure this COULD really lead somewhere, and that result could mean MORE MONEY!  And with this whole money thing being so important to having a family, it would be good if I could increase my income to a higher level.

And I’m sure many people, a massive number of people, want to increase their income.  And I think that many of them will be open to the idea of blogging to create your presence and tap into your audience, and really put the value down.  Bam bam bam bam.

Because if we want to increase our income, we have to become more valuable.  The more valuable you are, the more the marketplace will want you and the more money you make.  That’s just what I see happening.

So for me, as I hope it is for you, I seek to become more valuable each day.  I think it helps with sales especially!  And making more sales at your hourly job can only help you sell things online.  And if your like me, you’ll want to learn how to sell things online, so you can create passive income.

And passive income is great because that’s where work you have already done is sold and continues to be sold each day, and you keep getting paid for it.  It’s what’s behind monthly memberships to network marketing companies.  You pay to play.  And if your successful, then you not only will recoup your money spent to play, you’ll profit!

But before I go any further I want to explain my personal paradox.  I don’t believe in get rich quick schemes, I think it takes long hard work to be successful.  But I don’t think get rich quick schemes are without their value either.  If you have your stuff together, you COULD make a lot of money in a short amount of time.

But I say writing is like investing in the stock market.  It’s a long term game.  And you play it because you WANT to.  Maybe you might even be obsessed.

At least you make it a habit, and do it everyday.  Even if it’s only for an hour.  Do an hour each day and you will really have some work to show for it!

Imagine doing 90 consecutive days of blogging.  A post per day.  An hour per day.  It really wouldn’t be that much time and I believe you would really be doing yourself a favor.  I propose you would grow and become a more valuable person.

And if I’m right, which sometimes I am not, really often I’m wrong, but if I’m right, you can make money off your writing.  Build an audience, get their email addresses, provide that list with valuable stuff they can only get by being on that list, and then IF they want to buy something from me, they can!

And if your being of value, I propose you will have no trouble selling what you think is right.  How big can you get?  You certainly can become a millionaire by writing.  Just search the internet for proof.

Sure there are some articles I’ve read that says the average e book only makes a few hundred dollars in it’s lifetime, but I choose to focus on those stories where people do make a million dollars selling e books.  There IS proof it can be done ALREADY OUT THERE.  You’re not even reinventing the wheel.

I would go further to say that it should be easy to duplicate the success of countless others and make money blogging, but I know it is NOT easy.  It takes hard work and failure to amount to success.  At least that’s the way it seems.  It did take Thomas Edison many failures to invent the lightbulb.  I’m sure he was working hard on it.  He just never quit.  And he found a way.  That’s what I propose we do.

And it’s going to take that hard work, and it’s going to take you not being noticed for a while.  But if you learn from your failures, and keep trying, I propose that you are destined for SUCCESS.

I propose you be one of the stories people look to when they look for successful people who are making it on their blogs.  People who have escaped their jobs for a better life with more money and time in it.  Although I must say, now that I’ve had to relearn how to work an hourly job I’ve got to say that that process has been good for me.  I love writing about my success there, especially coming from a great deal of failure.

Because really it hasn’t been very successful for me up to this point.  I’m doing better now than ever, and each day is better than the last, but it wasn’t long ago I was basically income-less and putting too much energy into visualizing I’d won the lottery.  I was really a mess.  And I hated working.

That has changed with the gift of my current job.  My bosses have taken good care of me and I take good care of them.  It’s a win win.  I don’t mind taking orders, and I don’t complain about the job, and I’m always looking to improve.  And there’s room to grow there.  Especially with me taking on a sales job for the three different stores.

I told my boss that I wanted to work for Tony Robbins as a salesperson and they gave me a promotion so that I would have the chance to succeed and then my resume would be in better shape to work for Tony Robbins.  And I’m really off to a great start with my new position.  I don’t know that I wouldn’t want to just make it writing and not work a job and be my own Tony Robbins, where I have my own salespeople working for me, I think that might be a better deal.

But if I had to work, I think working for Tony Robbins would be a good gig.  I also think my current gig is great too.  Even though I don’t make much money, it’s still good work and it supports me.

But still I seek to improve, so I want this writing thing to work out.  For writing to be an income producing activity for me.  And I want it to be the same for you.  For writing to be an income producing activity.

I don’t think everyone who reads this will make money writing, but I think there will be some success, maybe even A LOT of success with people who have read this and then taken action to be of value and write.

And I propose those people who ARE of value, and really create something of great value, THEY WILL make money.  Earn money.  And YOU could be one of those people.

That’s what I say, I’m very optimistic about the future.  And “The future depends on what you do today” -Ghandi.  So if your like me you’ll want to get busy on your writing, because that’s what’s going to build your business.

“Content is king” -Bill Gates.

So I would go further and say that valuable content, valuable writing, valuable videos, are king.  And the more valuable they are, the better the king.

That’s just what I say.  That’s just what comes to me on my journey.  And I have the obsession of sharing it with you in the hopes your life will transform and become better.  That’s a lofty goal, but I propose I will become better at doing it with each day.  And really I would like to master the art of being the catalyst for other people to create positive change in their lives.  Because you have to ask yourself the question of why your writing… and the better quality of question the better answer your going to get.

So I figure that’s why I’m writing.  To get people to improve their lives.  By writing things of value and creating a business online.  Because I think you can live a better life that way than just working the normal job.  That’s just what I say.

Although working a job has it’s benefits.  Work is good for the soul.  It supports your life and depending on how much you give it supports the lives of others as well.  And I propose that writing can support life as well.  And that you could be paid for it!

That’s all I wanted to come here to say to you today, I’m going to create a video to go along with this post for your viewing enjoyment.  If you love what I do and want more of it, subscribe to the list.  Thanks for reading.

Jesse Creel

Schizophrenia And Getting Promoted At Work

Yes, I am a schizophrenic.  And yes, I am getting promoted at work.  The goal of this post is to let you in on my secrets, to overcoming the voices, and to finding success at your job.

Most of what I hear is my father in law screaming my name.  He doesn’t say much other than “You won’t win!” in reference to the lottery.  He also says I shouldn’t drink beer, wine, or whiskey.  I drink anyways.

But really, I’m mostly sober.  There’s no time to drink when I’m working, and I work a lot.  If I’m not working my job, I’m at home reading or writing, which I still consider work.  Even though I’m not getting paid to write at this point, it’s still work and something I treat as if I AM getting paid to do it.

But the good news is that I keep getting promoted at my job.  I work at Honeybaked Ham, as an associate and as a salesman.  I just recently got the title of Sales Coordinator, which includes the responsibility for selling for all three of the stores in the company.  I started out with only one store, they added another to my duties and now I have the third as well.  It’s a lot of responsibility, seeing that they’ve given me another raise to go with the third store, and I do not take it lightly.  This adds to my stress level though, and as a schizophrenic I have to be careful what I take on.  I however am optimistic about my new position and think I will do very well with it.

So I started out at 8.75 an hour as an associate a year and a half ago.  I got the sales position in October of 2016 and they gave me another 1.25 making my hourly wage an even 10 an hour.  Now that they’ve given me another raise, I’m making 11 dollars an hour.  Not much really, but I’m growing in the company, and that is, invaluable.

So I’ve been going out and giving free samples of our lunches to companies, and I’m working on getting some really good results.  Just last week I had a couple of people tell me on the spot that they would definitely be ordering lunch from us, and I made sure that they would give my name so I get credit for the sales.  I’m doing the work now and my boss, or really my boss’s boss, the president of the company, told me that I may even get a desk in the office.  I’m assuming that’s only if I sell a lot and do really well.  So that’s my aim, to sell many many deals.

But writing about my sales success is for the future.  Right now I just want to tell you about my raises and how I’m doing well, and how you can do it too.

My recommendation to you, if you are schizophrenic, and want to increase your income, is to work your tail off.  Do what your bosses tell you to do without complaining, and do the job the best of your ability.  My boss has told other employees that I am her favorite associate, and I think that’s because I just do what they ask me to do and I never complain.  I think that’s a gold mine for them and I just want to keep doing what I’m doing, so I can keep these increases in pay coming.  And mostly what I’m doing is asking myself the question on a daily basis, at work and at home, is how can I improve?  How can I increase my value to the company by 15 or 20, or even 50%?  These questions lead me to work harder and smarter and make sure that the store is running at top effectiveness.

But if you want to get promoted, by increasing your value, I also recommend reading books about self improvement and writing a journal of what you learn and your thoughts about it.  These are the tools you can use to increase your value and should be used on a consistent daily basis.  Don’t just read anything either… it has to be something of value to you, like books on self improvement.  “Think and Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill is a good place to start.  “The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People” by Steven Covey is another good one.  And “How to Make Friends And Influence People” by Dale Carnegie is another great book.  These are only the starting points though.  You should take these books, read them, take notes on them, journal your thoughts about what you learn down, and then move on to other books that YOU think are going to help you on your journey of self improvement and making yourself more valuable.

From everything I’ve heard, over and over again, I’ve heard “Leaders are readers”.  In fact the president of my company was called “Debbie do no wrong” when she was in school.  She always had her nose in a book and she told me that it “served her well”.  She is a leader, she knows what she’s doing, and she gets the job done.  She also improves and she gives people the opportunity to grow with the company.  It’s really a great job, except for the fact that they don’t have a 401k.  That’s something I would have to get on my own if I wanted to keep working there and save for retirement.  But for me right now, my savings account does the work of a 401k and I don’t have to worry about all the fees eating away at my money.   My money is safe, even though it’s not growing.  I do plan to invest in the stock market at some point, get into some low cost index funds and keep adding to my investments over time.  But it’s going to take some time to do that.  I’ve just got to keep working… working at my job, and working on my dream of creating another stream of income with this blog.  So that’s what I’m going to do, and if your a schizophrenic and need a job or want a promotion, that’s what I recommend to you as well.  Keep working on your life and you will see results.  They may be little at first, but you can build on even a small result and over time, with steady hard work everyday, you can as I’ve seen, build an empire.

So what’s the value here for you?

The value is that even if your schizophrenic, you can work, and you can grow.  You can grow with your company and you can grow in your personal life.  It’s possible and I am a living example.  Even though the voices tell me that I’m killing myself with cigarettes I still succeed and am being given the opportunity for more success, and MORE MONEY.  And little tid bit that I can give you in the way of my example of success is to CARE.  Care about your company, the people you work with, and your customers.  It will show, and your bosses will most likely give you more responsibility as a result.  My bosses have said to me that they know I really care about my work and because of that they trust me to do things like take large deposits to the bank, and to do sales calls.  You have to be trusted to do those kinds of things, and I have been able to capitalize on that trust and reap rewards.  It’s very inspiring for me to know that I’m at a place where hard work, at work, and on yourself, is rewarded.  I know that may not be the case for everyone, everywhere, but I think the chances are good that if your consistently adding value to what you do, you will grow and have more opportunity for economic abundance.

So, in conclusion, to quote Tony Robbins… “Add value to a massive amount of people, and you will have the opportunity for economic abundance”.  I am adding value to my company and they are rewarding me with hourly increases and the opportunity for even more money through bonuses, or commission.  You can do the same!  Read, journal, improve yourself, ask yourself the question “How do I improve?” everyday, care about your work, do what you do with love, do what you do with passion, and do everything in your power to add massive value to a massive number of people.  Do this and things will begin to fall into place, I am an example of that.

I thank you for reading and I wish great economic abundance and love to you,

Jesse Creel

Jesse Creel Takes On Honeybaked Along With Flashbanc, The Opportunities Rise

When I asked my daughter today what I should write about on my blog she told me to write “Jesse is… the best”.  And that’s what I am.  The best.

The best father, the best husband, the best family member, the best friend.

I want to be the best for you, with either Honeybaked or Flashbanc.

It may be taking on too much with Flashbanc on top of Honeybaked.   See, I got a promotion and an upgrade in status as a seasonal gifting associate.  My job is to sell local businesses gift cards that they will then give to their employees.  Something nice for Christmas time.  I am getting paid to read, take notes, research, get out in the field (I get paid mileage), and to follow up.  I haven’t been out in the field yet, but am supposed to be going next week.  So I’ll let you know how that’s going.

But it’s taken me a long time to get back to this website.  You see I’ve been spending time with my family.  It was the weekend for me and my wife so we all went to the mall on Saturday, and to the Farm on Sunday.  There was alot of playing around.  And it was cheap, it was only 2 dollars for a pony ride.  We went today with my mom to the farm.  She paid for my kids to get in.  I want to thank her and tell her I love her.  I will tomorrow when she comes to pick my son up.  She’s watching my daughter for us tonight because my daughter just had to stay with my mom.

But it was a fun weekend, and it was fine to put the work away for a time, only to come back to, for the family.

I’ve been dropping off my business cards.  Instead of fighting with my wife the other day when she was yelling at me… I went out and got a haircut and got my oil changed in my car.  I gave the guy who cut my hair my business card.  Who knows maybe he’s reading this right now.  But I told him I could save him money on his credit card machine and he didn’t pay me much mind.  I know the deal is there I just have to take what’s given to me until it comes.  I’m excited and ready for the next deal.  I’m ready to provide value to the customer through the products I provide.  Both Honeybaked and Flashbanc.  I’m really going to focus on Honeybaked though with the Holiday coming up their really going to need me with my A game in there and making sales.  Yes! I got promoted and I am now a salesman along with my other duties at Honeybaked.

And I’m going to give up cigarettes.  I have some now, not too many but what’s left of a pack and that will probably last me through tomorrow.  But I really can’t afford to buy anymore.. Maybe a couple packs but not enough to fuel a pack a day addiction.  I just don’t have the moo-lah and I don’t want to make my health any worse than it already is.  I mean I’m a healthy 31 year old male, but I feel sick alot of the time from the drinking and smoking.  I just get along with it.  It’s normal for me to feel like shit.  I almost like it.  But I’ve got to change and feeling better will be just one of the many positive consequences of not smoking.

And I want this to be a real ride for you.  For you to genuinely get something out of this.  Whether that’s just to be entertained or whether you want to get real value out of these posts I want it to be for you.  And really I’m just writing for the hell of it.  I think there will be some people that read it, but not many and maybe not even any business owners who make decisions about who gets hams and turkeys and who does their credit card processing.

And I’m really excited to be selling Honeybaked Ham.  Their going to give me platters of ham and turkey to take to prospects to help them make the decision to buy gift cards for their employees.  Basically that’s the deal.  I give you free turkey and ham and you give me your business.  Maybe that’s not always the way it would work, but I’m excited that it will work and I’ll be helping customers fill their pockets with gift cards for ham and turkey.

But shit, it’s only 8:45.  I could write for another hour and 15 minutes and still get to bed at a decent hour.  I’ve got a full week ahead of me with Honeybaked and Flashbanc and getting my rest is important to me.  And I need more sleep than the average outstanding person because I’m a schizophrenic.  But it doesn’t really bother me anymore and I’m making better decisions with the help of my wife.  Not smoking and drinking is a good thing for me.  Even though I’m having a glass of white wine right now and planning my next cigarette break.  I love drinking and smoking, but I can’t afford it and it’s bad for my health so I’ve really got to just give up on the things that I can’t sustain in my life.  For my health, for my credit card, for my family, for the change that I want to see in the world.  Though I know other people will keep on smoking, that doesn’t give me the right to ruin my life and have to resort to begging my family to help me out of hole that I can’t get myself out of.  All I know is that I’ll save alot of money not smoking and drinking, and maybe I can still even do a little of drinking and smoking when the 2 weeks are almost over and I still have some money left over.  That would be nice.

Or I could just save the money.

For my wife’s new wedding ring.  Something I’m saving up for.

But I want to either save you money or provide you with the solution to you gifting needs for your employees and make Honeybaked your place for them to shop.  I can see you now, wondering what your going to get for your employees this Christmas and here I walk in with free ham and turkey and there it goes, deal maker down the hatch.  Let’s make a deal.  Let’s do it.  It’s good, let’s get it on.  I want to, and I think you do too.  Let’s make a deal.  Ohhh, this is going to be soo good.

And I hear voices, and after smoking a hit of weed, having a cigarette and coming back in with half a glass of wine the voices tell me I’m fired.  And if Honeybaked ever found out about this blog they would probably have me as their credit card processor.  But I’ve got to give it all up and get sober and make the dream come true for my family.

To live in a bigger house, preferably one with a pool.  I smell pussy.  I have olfactory hallucinations.  Sometimes I smell flowers, sometimes I smell garbage.  When I’ve been thinking about going on my sales calls I’ve been smelling garbage.  I probably need to clean up my act.  And really I’m only days away from it.  I’ll let you know how it goes.  Check back with me and see where I’m at in the future.  I thank you and I love you.

And the dream, ohh the dream.  To live in a house big enough for my family and guests.  With a pool.  I smell bandages.  The dream is also to have a relationship with you.  I liked it better when i was smelling pussy.  I smell perfume.  This is all the schizophrenia and alot of people think it’s interesting.

But I think I can be in sales because I think I’m the best at what I do.

And really what I think I’m the best at doing is convincing you that you can win the lottery too.  People do it everyday.  You can do it too.  And win big, that’s what I say.  Win the Mega Millions or the Powerball.  Win 100’s of millions of dollars.  Do what then?  I would probably build my own Jam factory where I could pump out blues songs like nobodies business.  With a drum set.

Who am I kidding, I’m not even really playing now.  But I could be. If my son weren’t sleeping.

But this is what I am supposed to be doing now.  Getting my name out there.  ex-pot smoker, ex- cigarette smoker, ex-drinker.  Pro family, pro work, pro lottery, pro sales, pro money, pro God, pro gratitude.

That and handing out my business cards to people. says it on there as plain as day.  That’s all they have to do is type that into the web browser and they will come here.  To my home.

And come  out the other side a Flashbanc or Honeybaked customer.

The voices tell me that my writing will warp people.  That’s not my intention.  My intention is to provide value to people through my writing that they can use in their everyday life to make it better.  One of my favorites is a story from a Tony Robbins book where the guy was at the seminar and when interviewed he said that it was so easy for him to feel good.  He said that it was so easy because every day that he wasn’t underground was a good day for him.  That became a favorite of the Tony Robbins crew and one of my favorites as well.

But this has been a short journey but one I hope you enjoyed.  For now I retire for cereal and a cigarette.  Finishing off my wine now.  I drink to your health and the health of the world, and to claiming our birthright of wealth now and forever and prospering our families.  Love, Jesse Creel.

Why Save With Flashbanc, and with me…. Jesse Creel

Hello and welcome to my world.

I have recordings of blues guitar and lyrics on this website.  Go have a few glasses of wine and listen to them all if you feel like it, just feel good.  That’s what I say.  Feel good.  Bears repeating.

The tracks are designed to reach out to you and connect one soul to another.  I talk about hearing voices in the music and it’s easy for me to do that.  Some crazy shit comes out of it.  I love it.  I hope you do too.

And I’ll tell you my life story right now.  Read on, it’s worth it.

I was a rock and roller from the age of 16.  Smoking pot and everything.  Playing guitar, singing and writing songs.  I even worked at a guitar factory for 5 years.  Best job I’ve ever had.  Hated it though.  I loved it too.  I just had to get out of there, I had to live my dreams.  And shortly after I got fired for asking some guy to fight, because the schizophrenia had me thinking they all hated me and were out to get me…. I thought asking the buy guy in the group outside would be a respectable thing to do.  He just looked at me and told me I was crazy.  I was dismissed about an hour later.  After they talked me down.  I could have worked there my whole life.  I was making 17.50 an hour there when I left.  I haven’t gotten close to that since.  It ended in 2010 so it’s been 6 years in October.  I was also born in October, on the 14th.  1984.  In 31 years old as of this post, be 32 in less than a month.  And I finally found a job.

After I left the guitar factory I got into sales and network marketing.  Mostly didn’t make any money doing any of it.  In fact I went into debt, 5000 dollars here, 2000 dollars there.  All trying to make money.  I joined a network marketing company where I spent the 5000 and didn’t make any sales.  Not one!  That was a few years ago.  I was living with my grandparents at the time.  Not to get sidetracked, to get to the point and to stay focused I must have success in sales.  That’s one of my standards…. and I have had some success in sales, it was only really a taste though.   I didn’t live the lifestyle for very long.

But now I have I job where I’m a success.  I’m a delivery driver and a prepper.  If the box truck needs to go somewhere I’m your man.  I deliver 25 cases of water at a time to each of the stores.  It’s alot of lifting, but it’s good exercise.  Something I should get more of.  So things are going good where I’m working at now.  And I’m a schizophrenic and it’s been hard me working all these regular jobs after being in sales for 5 years…  but I finally found one where I can work, but it’s only part time.

So I figured I could use my sales experience to sell something again, and do it part time.  It wouldn’t matter if I never sold anything because I would still have my job.  But I can take my entrepreneurial spirit and run with it.  Make more money.  Better your quality of life and the quality of lives around you.  I have dreams, you better believe it.  And I pray that your dreams come true.  Especially if we do business together.  Take that for what it’s worth.  But what would be worth more than me praying for you is if I saved you some money.  And who doesn’t want to save money.

But who knows maybe Flashbanc isn’t for you, maybe you just want to surf this website and be entertained.  That’s fine.  I’m still going to keep looking for sales.  Or maybe I should just market my music.  Who wants to do business with a pot smoking, cigarette smoking, drinking schizophrenic blues guitar player.  Maybe I could market “unknown poetry” as a keyword and go for number one match on Google.  I’ve been around long enough now where I’m showing up on Google.  Sometimes it’s even up the day after you post it.  I’m ranking for “schizophrenic plays the blues”.    I was rereading my blog today and found that I really just need to keep posting.  New stuff.  New perspectives, new opportunities.  I really do want to sell this Flashbanc thing though. If that means cleaning up my act then hell I might go for it.

But I’ll probably always want to smoke and drink because that’s what I’d be doing if I were rich.  Some people it doesn’t kill… I just leave it up to God.  You never know, you could die tomorrow.  Love your family.  If I hit the lottery I would buy a house around where I live now, just on the water, with a pool.  I would spend the rest of my days selling Flashbanc and improving lyrics and playing blues guitar.  Not to mention raising my family and retiring my wife.  I’m a schizophrenic and because of my rocky work history my wife pays all the bills because she’s stable.  All I have to handle is my credit card bill.  And I could really wack that down with a few good sales with Flashbanc.  That could get me out of debt faster.  And since I’m already working part time and paying it, why not work some more and pay it some more.  And to have fun too.  Have fun selling.  No one has to know I have smoked a lot of pot in my day, and that I used to drink often, and that I used to smoke cigarettes.  In fact I’m still smoking cigarettes.  I bought a pack today.  I have to stop doing that.   I want to quit.  It’s just damn hard.  And that’s probably the way the sales are going to be, damn hard to get.  But I’m not going to fuck this up.  I’m going to sell until I make sales.  That’s all there is to it.  And I’ll report to you how I’m doing.  How many sales I get.  I have this website for 10 years, and I’m planning on keeping it for the rest of my life… so you’ll get to know all the details.  so if I win the lottery you’ll know about it too.  I’ll be writing from the beach, keeping in touch with you.  For now we talk about work, about sales, about Flashbanc, about customers, about blues guitar, about lyrics, and lots of other good things too.

But if you bought Flashbanc from me, and really I don’t think you have to buy anything, they should save you money…. but you may have to pay for the machines, I’m not sure how they do it.  I’ll have to ask Ron.  He’s my guy and he knows all the answers to your questions about credit card processing.  I’m just the guy here to entertain you while you wait for your service.


A Story About A Schizophrenic Who Became Successful

This is a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.

I was in sales for 5 years.  I went from job to job eating the pavement all the way along.  I did make some money selling credit card processing machines but that was sketchy and the company I was working for I don’t think was that ethical.

But now for the story about a schizophrenic who became successful.

I work now at Honey Ham.  I am a delivery driver and a kitchen helper.  I tried glazing with a torch and the ham and the sugar but I wasn’t any good at it so they have me doing other things.  So I’m not a total success but I’m working on becoming more than I am right now and that’s a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.

A story about a schizophrenic who became successful starts at home.  I have a lovely wife and 2 kids and they help motivate me when I don’t feel like doing anything.  I’m lucky to have them and I know it and the story about a schizophrenic who became successful I think starts with them.

I have a great support system with my family and I love them for helping me the way they do.  I would love them even if they didn’t help me but they do and I am forever grateful to them for their service to me.

But this is a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.  And I am a success.  I am working about 30 hours a week and I am happy to have those hours.  And I am successful in working those hours.  I get sick often because I am a smoker and don’t take that great of care of myself and they hate it when I call out, my brother especially but I am usually at work.

My story, or the story about a schizophrenic who became successful is the story of a man who wants to provide for his family by paying off his credit card to a zero balance and then using the extra money he was paying off his credit card with and help with the bills around the house.  It’s embarrassing but my wife pays all the bills.  She pays the mortgage, the phone bills, the car insurance, the water bill, the electricity bill.  She makes ok money as a teacher, but she makes a hell of a lot more than me.  I wanted to get a phone job for 15 dollars an hour but they wouldn’t hire me I think because I told them I was hospitalized at the last call center job I had.  That’s what  my counselor told me to tell them so that’s what I said, but I didn’t get the job.  They love me at Honey Ham though and I have a good thing going and that’s a story about the schizophrenic who became successful.

A story about a schizophrenic who became successful would not be complete until they got rich.  Because they wanted to get rich, for themselves and their families.  So this is an incomplete story.  I am not rich yet.  I hope to be.  I hope this blog, or the lottery, or a donation, or a check of any kind sets me free.  I would only need 100 million and I’d be fine.  A billionaire could do that.  and I hope they do.  Or I hope I win the lottery.  I would still keep this blog but I wouldn’t have to do this SEO bullshit that always has me writing a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.

I hear the voices say somethings I couldn’t understand and the voices say the word hate.  I live with this.  A story about a schizophrenic who became successful would also not be complete without some adversity.  Yes! the voices say.  Drink the voices say.  I’m having a glass of wine and I just finished it and I’m think about pouring another.  Do the voices say.  I also have a cigarette that’s waiting to be smoked sitting on the computer desk.  I have my challenges in a story about a schizophrenic who became successful but I am holding a job so that’s a serious accomplishment.

But anyways, back to a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.  I am successful.  I have cultivated an energy of wealth within myself.  I know I will receive 100 million dollars, one way or the other.  I shouldn’t even be telling you this because your supposed to keep your manifestations a secret until they happen but I just have to think, speak and act as if it’s already happened.  I give 10 % to God.

The word count on that last paragraph was 777 so I must be doing something right.

I love you the voices say, they are helpful sometimes.  The only time they are not helpful is when I’m smoking too much or drinking too much wine.

But this is a story about a schizophrenic who became successful.  It’s not the time to talk about how I’m quitting my vices.  Now is the time to talk about how I am successful in working a job.  It took a while and I had to go through some jobs.  But I found one that loves me and at work I see the number 777 all the time too.  I think the place is lucky.  The storage units number is 7F.  Everything there works around 7’s.  I was late one day and my manager called me and I told them I was 7 minutes away.  I think I’ll win the lottery there.  The time is now.

I’m going to buy a ticket.

I love you, more peace and love into the universe now.

Thank You,

Jesse Creel

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