Hello and welcome to my world.

I have recordings of blues guitar and lyrics on this website.  Go have a few glasses of wine and listen to them all if you feel like it, just feel good.  That’s what I say.  Feel good.  Bears repeating.

The tracks are designed to reach out to you and connect one soul to another.  I talk about hearing voices in the music and it’s easy for me to do that.  Some crazy shit comes out of it.  I love it.  I hope you do too.

And I’ll tell you my life story right now.  Read on, it’s worth it.

I was a rock and roller from the age of 16.  Smoking pot and everything.  Playing guitar, singing and writing songs.  I even worked at a guitar factory for 5 years.  Best job I’ve ever had.  Hated it though.  I loved it too.  I just had to get out of there, I had to live my dreams.  And shortly after I got fired for asking some guy to fight, because the schizophrenia had me thinking they all hated me and were out to get me…. I thought asking the buy guy in the group outside would be a respectable thing to do.  He just looked at me and told me I was crazy.  I was dismissed about an hour later.  After they talked me down.  I could have worked there my whole life.  I was making 17.50 an hour there when I left.  I haven’t gotten close to that since.  It ended in 2010 so it’s been 6 years in October.  I was also born in October, on the 14th.  1984.  In 31 years old as of this post, be 32 in less than a month.  And I finally found a job.

After I left the guitar factory I got into sales and network marketing.  Mostly didn’t make any money doing any of it.  In fact I went into debt, 5000 dollars here, 2000 dollars there.  All trying to make money.  I joined a network marketing company where I spent the 5000 and didn’t make any sales.  Not one!  That was a few years ago.  I was living with my grandparents at the time.  Not to get sidetracked, to get to the point and to stay focused I must have success in sales.  That’s one of my standards…. and I have had some success in sales, it was only really a taste though.   I didn’t live the lifestyle for very long.

But now I have I job where I’m a success.  I’m a delivery driver and a prepper.  If the box truck needs to go somewhere I’m your man.  I deliver 25 cases of water at a time to each of the stores.  It’s alot of lifting, but it’s good exercise.  Something I should get more of.  So things are going good where I’m working at now.  And I’m a schizophrenic and it’s been hard me working all these regular jobs after being in sales for 5 years…  but I finally found one where I can work, but it’s only part time.

So I figured I could use my sales experience to sell something again, and do it part time.  It wouldn’t matter if I never sold anything because I would still have my job.  But I can take my entrepreneurial spirit and run with it.  Make more money.  Better your quality of life and the quality of lives around you.  I have dreams, you better believe it.  And I pray that your dreams come true.  Especially if we do business together.  Take that for what it’s worth.  But what would be worth more than me praying for you is if I saved you some money.  And who doesn’t want to save money.

But who knows maybe Flashbanc isn’t for you, maybe you just want to surf this website and be entertained.  That’s fine.  I’m still going to keep looking for sales.  Or maybe I should just market my music.  Who wants to do business with a pot smoking, cigarette smoking, drinking schizophrenic blues guitar player.  Maybe I could market “unknown poetry” as a keyword and go for number one match on Google.  I’ve been around long enough now where I’m showing up on Google.  Sometimes it’s even up the day after you post it.  I’m ranking for “schizophrenic plays the blues”.    I was rereading my blog today and found that I really just need to keep posting.  New stuff.  New perspectives, new opportunities.  I really do want to sell this Flashbanc thing though. If that means cleaning up my act then hell I might go for it.

But I’ll probably always want to smoke and drink because that’s what I’d be doing if I were rich.  Some people it doesn’t kill… I just leave it up to God.  You never know, you could die tomorrow.  Love your family.  If I hit the lottery I would buy a house around where I live now, just on the water, with a pool.  I would spend the rest of my days selling Flashbanc and improving lyrics and playing blues guitar.  Not to mention raising my family and retiring my wife.  I’m a schizophrenic and because of my rocky work history my wife pays all the bills because she’s stable.  All I have to handle is my credit card bill.  And I could really wack that down with a few good sales with Flashbanc.  That could get me out of debt faster.  And since I’m already working part time and paying it, why not work some more and pay it some more.  And to have fun too.  Have fun selling.  No one has to know I have smoked a lot of pot in my day, and that I used to drink often, and that I used to smoke cigarettes.  In fact I’m still smoking cigarettes.  I bought a pack today.  I have to stop doing that.   I want to quit.  It’s just damn hard.  And that’s probably the way the sales are going to be, damn hard to get.  But I’m not going to fuck this up.  I’m going to sell until I make sales.  That’s all there is to it.  And I’ll report to you how I’m doing.  How many sales I get.  I have this website for 10 years, and I’m planning on keeping it for the rest of my life… so you’ll get to know all the details.  so if I win the lottery you’ll know about it too.  I’ll be writing from the beach, keeping in touch with you.  For now we talk about work, about sales, about Flashbanc, about customers, about blues guitar, about lyrics, and lots of other good things too.

But if you bought Flashbanc from me, and really I don’t think you have to buy anything, they should save you money…. but you may have to pay for the machines, I’m not sure how they do it.  I’ll have to ask Ron.  He’s my guy and he knows all the answers to your questions about credit card processing.  I’m just the guy here to entertain you while you wait for your service.